a break

OK I'll not be blogging till the day my laptop comes back from servicing anyway I'd just like to inform the readers of my blog that all my posts are all based on my emotions on the point of blogging so if any1 is offended i apologise but the post still stands... that's the whole reason the blog is for issn't it?

yeah exams over

Finally exams are over…but my com still being fixed T.T so now extremely bored cannot play with illustrator and stuff… haix well the bright side is EXAMS ARE OVER woots…so many things to do so little time… well although it’s the hols I still got sch work to do like bacomm pub stuff, DDB presentation, Beijing project yada yada yada.

Well it should not runi my hols mood and for this hols I’ll focus on training for my NAFA arh gold…. Bloody chin ups must train…oh yeah and more importantly train even more to find my bboy roots again. I totally forgot how to do a decent footwork… not that I could do 1 in the first place, most probably its coz of NRA coz now when ever my crew has a cipher I end up doing other stuff instead of breaking… oh and I was asked once weather I’d give up dancing for love my answer will be HELL NO !!! WTF you can’t just march in my life and ask me to give up my one true passion.

Yeah well anyway I NRA camp is coming up and I need to go shopping for my camp stuff and lols I need to buy make-up WTF!! I’m totally lost as what type to buy I only know that foundation is a must where as the others…. Well I’ll just take it as it comes. Hahas back to the camp, damn I think this is gonna be one of the best camps I’ll ever go to. Dancing straight for 3 days lols and to top that off the Kovan Bboys will be battling demolition crew on the 30th of august which is the day my camp ends. Gotta go and watch lols.

Oh yeah I don’t know why but I’m feeling kinda anti-social today after the exams I just went home straight, when the others wanted to go to eat dinner and another group wanted to go orchard. Hiax maybe I just don’t like crowds.

Well that’s all for today and hope my training regime works for me …

~peace out

MEDSOC over woots

Woots finally medsoc is over. Hahahs and I think I messes up on the final qn. Arh!!!

Well next up is BMM on wed and I dunno where to start studying. Tomorrow going to sch to study again wif suhar and dayrl, who wants to come are welcome muhahas…

Anyway I want to comment on the Beijing Olympics mascots… I swear they are messed up and damn horny especially the black 1. Yesterday during the table tennis match between Singapore and china the BLOODY mascot as dancing and doing the HIP TRUST… HARDO-GAY Foooooooo

they look the same don't they?

So I guess that’s all for today lols wonder what will the other mascots do during the Olympics lolslolslols

COM DOWN WTF

Yup the title says it all, gd bye slacking wif my laptop on my bed, goodbye staying up late (haix). Well I hope that it comes back on mon. my laptop always screws with me just before something major happens, last time was my graph comm project arh very messed up.

Anyway exams has started and IB is done, I thin I’ll get low marks coz of my atrocious handwriting XP. Yesterday was at Bishan lib studying but ended up spending a lot of $$$ at the café there T.T. well today I would be studying at home and hope for the best… with my lappy gone and all hiax.

2 more exams to go JYJY Fabian!!!

2 more days

lols 2 more days till my exams but i'm still slacking arhhhhh!!!

well i came across this song which i find very meaning full, so i'd like to dedicate it to the special someone(ps, also a great bboying song). the song is


Madcon - Beggin


[Tshawe Baqwa]
Oooooh--
Put your loving hand out, baby
I'm beggin

Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling
Ridin high, when I was king
Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything
Walked away, won me then
But easy come and easy go And it would end

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
So why anytime I bleed, you let me go
Anytime I feed you get me know
Anytime I see you let me know but,I plan and see just let me go
I`m on my knees when i`m (begging)
Cause i don`t want to lose (you)
I got my arms on spread
And I hope that my heart gets fed, matter of fact girl im beggin..

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
I need you, (yeeah) to understand
Tried so hard
To be your man
The kind of man you want in the end
Only then can I begin to live again

[Tshawe Baqwa]
An empty shell I used to be Shadow of my life
Was hangin over me A broken man
That I don't know
Wont even stand the devils dance
To win my soul

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Why we chewing, why we chasing
Why the bottom, why the basement
Why we got good shit don't embrace it
Why the feel for the need to replace me
Your the wrong way track from the good
I want to paint in a picture telling where we could be at
Like a heart in the best way should
You can give it the away, you had it and you took the pay
But I keep walking on, keep opening doors
Keep hoping for that the door is yours
Keep also home, cause I don`t want to live in a broken home, girl I am begging

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin
you Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Im fighting hard
To hold my own
Just can't make it
All alone

Im holdin on
I cant fall back
I'm just a calm
Bout to fade to black

And i cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call you cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call [Echoes out]

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

3 more days

Arh WTF 3 more days till my exams and I haven't started revising...but still i don't know why but I'm not very worried about it... haix why can't I be more motivated... but strangely this exam might most probably not be as taxing as the last sem's one due to all the class presentations we've had almost every week.

nth much happened today, went to sch in the morning then later went to amk to study with ma frenz, not very productive either kept on crapping around.

oh yeah and i got a new air con and damn issit cold. at just 16 degrees after 30 mins my windows were freaking fogged up. And trust me coming from a guy who can wear a sleeveless shirt and walk around when the temperature is about 14 degrees in the morning in HK when I say it’s cold, its cold.

Well tats pretty much my day today and I swear the enter key on my keyboard is gonna be spoilt soon. Gotta get a more durable laptop soon.

National day

Hmms national day has once again gone and past... but truthfully i do not feel anything at all. maybe the truth is i dislike Singapore's way of thinking. sure improving is indeed a way of keeping ahead. but then sometimes they rush past certain stages in life and move on straight to the advanced stage. i do admit that i can't live without certain things i have now... but it somehow sends the message across to me that Singapore is having the events just because they have to. if they had the chance there would not be any holidays.

The cycle I'm seeing now is too repetitive, for me i do admit I'm like the "take it easy" kind of guy. my classmates will know that as i will not really chiong till the last min and even I can slack a bit during that time.

sometimes I feel like just dropping everything and just lay back with either a friend or loved one with our backs to a tree or just on the ground and just spend the whole day watching the clouds float by, now wouldn't that be nice?

I've also been thinking about my future, i absolutely hate routines like working in some places and doing the same damn thing every day. so I've come out with 2 alternatives migrate to another country or get a job that posts me there. or become a teacher and make the lessons interesting.

Hmms and there are many other things running through my mind right now but i shall elaborate should i have the chance on a later date.

So its bye for now chiaos