2 more days

lols 2 more days till my exams but i'm still slacking arhhhhh!!!

well i came across this song which i find very meaning full, so i'd like to dedicate it to the special someone(ps, also a great bboying song). the song is


Madcon - Beggin


[Tshawe Baqwa]
Oooooh--
Put your loving hand out, baby
I'm beggin

Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling
Ridin high, when I was king
Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything
Walked away, won me then
But easy come and easy go And it would end

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
So why anytime I bleed, you let me go
Anytime I feed you get me know
Anytime I see you let me know but,I plan and see just let me go
I`m on my knees when i`m (begging)
Cause i don`t want to lose (you)
I got my arms on spread
And I hope that my heart gets fed, matter of fact girl im beggin..

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
I need you, (yeeah) to understand
Tried so hard
To be your man
The kind of man you want in the end
Only then can I begin to live again

[Tshawe Baqwa]
An empty shell I used to be Shadow of my life
Was hangin over me A broken man
That I don't know
Wont even stand the devils dance
To win my soul

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Why we chewing, why we chasing
Why the bottom, why the basement
Why we got good shit don't embrace it
Why the feel for the need to replace me
Your the wrong way track from the good
I want to paint in a picture telling where we could be at
Like a heart in the best way should
You can give it the away, you had it and you took the pay
But I keep walking on, keep opening doors
Keep hoping for that the door is yours
Keep also home, cause I don`t want to live in a broken home, girl I am begging

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin
you Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Im fighting hard
To hold my own
Just can't make it
All alone

Im holdin on
I cant fall back
I'm just a calm
Bout to fade to black

And i cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call you cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call [Echoes out]

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

3 more days

Arh WTF 3 more days till my exams and I haven't started revising...but still i don't know why but I'm not very worried about it... haix why can't I be more motivated... but strangely this exam might most probably not be as taxing as the last sem's one due to all the class presentations we've had almost every week.

nth much happened today, went to sch in the morning then later went to amk to study with ma frenz, not very productive either kept on crapping around.

oh yeah and i got a new air con and damn issit cold. at just 16 degrees after 30 mins my windows were freaking fogged up. And trust me coming from a guy who can wear a sleeveless shirt and walk around when the temperature is about 14 degrees in the morning in HK when I say it’s cold, its cold.

Well tats pretty much my day today and I swear the enter key on my keyboard is gonna be spoilt soon. Gotta get a more durable laptop soon.

National day

Hmms national day has once again gone and past... but truthfully i do not feel anything at all. maybe the truth is i dislike Singapore's way of thinking. sure improving is indeed a way of keeping ahead. but then sometimes they rush past certain stages in life and move on straight to the advanced stage. i do admit that i can't live without certain things i have now... but it somehow sends the message across to me that Singapore is having the events just because they have to. if they had the chance there would not be any holidays.

The cycle I'm seeing now is too repetitive, for me i do admit I'm like the "take it easy" kind of guy. my classmates will know that as i will not really chiong till the last min and even I can slack a bit during that time.

sometimes I feel like just dropping everything and just lay back with either a friend or loved one with our backs to a tree or just on the ground and just spend the whole day watching the clouds float by, now wouldn't that be nice?

I've also been thinking about my future, i absolutely hate routines like working in some places and doing the same damn thing every day. so I've come out with 2 alternatives migrate to another country or get a job that posts me there. or become a teacher and make the lessons interesting.

Hmms and there are many other things running through my mind right now but i shall elaborate should i have the chance on a later date.

So its bye for now chiaos

Ultra boredom

SIANZ!! thats the only word that comes to my mind when I'm trying to describe the shitty weekend I've had.

OK its not so bad... I'm just pissed off that i don't have any time for myself during the weekend. heres a brief recap of my weekend:

FRIDAY
Reached home at 4pm? and fell aslp due to exhaustion till the next day

SATURDAY
Woke up at 12pm, ate lunch (forgot what it was) then rushed off to church to set up for the fun fair till 5pm. after that pw all the way till 5.30am the next day T.T

SUNDAY
Woke up late at 10.50am and rushed off to church. ok the fun fair was not that bad, but the bad part was i helped out too much that i forgot to buy food for myself and by the time i wanted to get some food it was all gone. well... managed to get a pizza which cost me 15 bucks.

Left the funfair at 2.30pm 15 mins before father Mike was dunked in the dunking machine. reached home collapsed on the bed and slept till 10pm woke up for dinner then rushed my BMM ppt till 3.30am. then got scolded by my mom for staying up so long and now from today onwards my Internet will be on till 10.30pm only T.T t('.'t)... damit

MONDAY
Well here i am sitting in our space the time is 8 pm, been doing pw here since 12pm. thats 8 freaking hours!!! well we got work done IB, IB presentation, BMM slides, BMM speech yada yada.

And that's my whole 4 days packed in 1 post. hope tomorrow both presentations will work out. ARHHH!!!

Interview over woots

yes its over... the media and society interview with our very gracious interviewee Mr Razali, the chief sub-editor for media corp newspaper TODAY.

well i kinda messed up during the interview as my camera as unable to record the first clip and so we had to redo the interview but he was cool bout it and we finished it again in about 10 mins. he even offered to send us a song he composed for TODAY!!! How cool is that?

well after the interview chris and i went back to sch where i waited for 3 hrs while they had thier debate meeting (i finished my lat week muhahahs) and so i slp in the corner waiting for smthing to happen (which obviously nthing happened) but when i woke up the whole "ourspace" area was filled wif gals and ours was then only all guys table, lols paradise.

then after that had a meeting for BMM which lasted only 30 mins WTF!! lols and then went home. so now I'm basically at home mugging through my projects... sainz ULTRA BOREDOOM!!!

WOOOOO... the weekends are here

Yes!! Finally!!! The long awaited weekend is here. Goodbye staying up late till 4.30-5.30 to do projects. Goodbye media and society debate, goodbye IB presentation on star bucks and hello graphic-comm,another IB presentation, Media and society interview, MR fieldwork yada yada...lols after typing stuff like these i suddenly dun feel like going back to school next week.

Alright basically what happened today is the fact that, i had my debate and confirmed my interview time lols which happens to be at a freaking 12 AM on Friday!!! WTFBBQ!!

Well looks like I'll either be staying over at some park bench or take a cab home. (lols i prefer the former) but hey what the heck the guy was kinda cool to grant us an interview so might as well get it over and done with and also with the pro editing skills on chris laptop i dun see how we can go wrong (unless we get down with a serious case of lung cancer or smthing lols *touch wood*).

well back to the debate today, i guess i got carried away when i spoke coz half way through my piece my feel started moving on its own accord lols... sorta like dancing, i guess that's what you call the something Xtra lols and i got so excited that in order to prove my point in the end i banded the table very loudly lols.

Well after the debate ran around school to submit my media update and then had a meeting wif HY and PS (sry lazy to spell out your names... its the same for everybody so dun worry.) After that when to amk met sam on the bus and got the fantasia vid (day 1) from her woots watched it all the way to amk hub where i then went to play 3 games of NX.

ok just a little bit of info of nx instead of the conventional 4 step DDR which totally sucks eggs in my opinion.

Yes i noe it sux too

as compared to NX which is a 5 step dance machine with freestyle which enables you to use 2 pads (10 keys in total). NX is more towards real dancing as who the hell places their leg rite in front of them when they are dancing, they will lose their balance easily.

Isn't this the coolest thing?

OK back to my rant, after dancing i headed back home, the moment i reach home i flopped on the bed and pretty much slept all the way till now ^^

Hahas and that's my day cheers.

er... ok

alright...before i go off and rant on and on bout how was my day I'd just like to say i feel kinda lonely some times, but still what done is done and well... its done lols (i cannot think of another other word to say).

well... OK then back to today's news...in local news today's BMM tutorial was cancelled due to a single phone call from a fellow classmate. which left me with bout 6 hrs of free time which i did not use to study for the exam i was going to have tomorrow. so the time now is 11.30 pm and I've just taken notes which I've just photocopied today out and am now starting to revise.

will con't to update tmr AFTER my paper hahas and.. er....er... crap nvm I'm really typing word for word whats on my mind rite now.