What is your Passion?

I have to admit this year has gotta be the most eventful year of my life. I have somewhat learnt what is good about me at the same time learnt the bad side of me (well mostly the bad side). But what really made me decide to blog about this is most probably the 2 mangas, Suzuka and Ichigo 100%. Yeah I know you’ll probably be saying that I’m Ecchi or something. But truthfully it made me realise something when you have reached a crossroads would you choose love or your passion. I have to admit I sort of chose both; love first for a while then passion, but the ending was the same as I had imagined it to be. But sometimes I wonder if I had chosen my passion first would you still be there when I came back?

But if I choose love, what is it actually? I may not know what it is but I do not think not being able to remember her name, birthday and interests is called love. But that is what I’ve been doing all this time. During the time I was with her I did not ask her how she was feeling, how was her day, what did she like. I realised all those things I knew about her was because she kept on telling me about herself without prompting. Hahas oh and I remembered my first date with a gal (not her) I actually asked her if I could hold her hand (LOLS Major peiseh). Well yeah but I did not last.

From the Manga Ichigo 100% there was this gal who would throw herself at the main character daily even though they were not together, and when she asked him this question “What will you do if I were to disappear one day?” and it turned out she was gonna migrate to France (well later the trip was cancelled but you get the idea) it really struck home. This was the probably the moment I could relate to the character, sometimes when you have gotten used to someone so much, you take it for granted and when she is gonna leave you then you feel that there are so many things you still have not done with her, places to go, sites to see.

Well back to the topic of this year I really learnt alot about myself, and sometimes wonder why am I studying in Business studies, hahas I have like how should I put it...lost interest in my studies. I do not deny that what I have learnt the past 3 years are useful and I’ll definitely put it to good use in the future. But I know that I do not want to go to the University, why would someone who has already decided what he wants with his life waste away another 2 years of his life. To me the wages of a job does not matter, as long as I am able to spend every day having fun and loving what I do and return home looking forward to the next day. I used to feel that way in school, but I feel like I’m distancing myself from my classmates and stuff. Hahas sometimes I feel like dropping everything and just run of somewhere to cool my head off, but even if I hop on a train the furthest I can go to is vivo (LOLS), and to me that is not enough. I wanna see the world and experience everything firsthand, I wanna just lay back on some open field and watch as the wind makes the long grass sway. There are lots of things I wanna do some might happen some might not...Bleah btw I can’t believe I just typed out all those things.

Hiax so the question still stands.... Passion or Love

HOP nite and other stuff

Yeah back to blogging, just came back from the red camp hop night. Lols it was the first time I actually did a cipher with a dance style that did not just include B-boy hahas. Was one of the lucky few (together with some other NRA mates) that managed to get in the convention centre as the hop nite was strictly “red campers only.”

Other than that, the guys training is now like every day of the week except for wed, sat and sun. However sun we have mass freshies item and my ankle has not yet recovered from the incident 2 weeks ago.

Oh yeah and then tomorrow I’ll going for reggaes’ open class at O school with a friend from BA-comm. Hopefully I can survive it hahas.

And lastly the one thing I wanna rant about is that my data gathering call is on mon and I have not prepared yet (the horror!!!). yeah so anyone that has tips please tell me hahas. Yeah thats pretty much how I’ll spend my weekend this week, dunno if I have time for other things... hiax.

Bleah

Hiax... it seems like I only blog when I’m depress, thats when i start talking to myself.
I dunno why, but i feel like recently i dun really give a fuck about whats going on around me and stuff. i mean like why the fk should i bother bout other ppls business anymore? Its kinda f-ed up and stuff coz of certain matters (helping works: b-day cake, hols) for those who understand... yeah well gd for u.

one thing i realise is that i tend to try to please others (with gd intentions) in a way but then somehow i feel like i get stuck with the shittiest job. So now all i'm sorta looking forward to is the end of this freaking sem. there are a few things i'd be glad to see the back of and seriously this is one of it. (ok i'm like rattling of somewhere, for those who do not understand bear with me thnks)

ok the depression section is over, on a lighter note Danzation is coming up and WTF freshies guys have training every weekday form 5-7pm till god noes when.
oh and a very nice poem i found while reading a book in the library

I didn't get a standing ovation today.
But i learned afterwards a woman in the front row with cancer
nodded in agreement as I spoke of overcoming a circumstance.

I didn't get a standing ovation a week ago.
But a small group stayed late after the program.
They bought the beer and we shared great stories.

I didn't get a standing ovation a month ago.
But a manager from that program sent me a note.
He said my presentation encouraged him to keep trying.

I did get a standing ovation recently.
I gave a pretty good speech, but after the applause
i don't remember much else that was remarkable that day.

I didn't get a standing ovation today.
Instead, i somehow connected with the human spirit.

Its a bloodly good poem. Try to understand it, it does not apply to just speakers but everyone.
Damn i'll getting soft...

STAGEWERKZ

lols i just realised i have not blogged for a long time but this post ani't really blogging hahas
but what the hay, for more info click on the pic.

Poster originally created by Boon Chin
Edited by Xing Xian
©2008 - 2009, All Rights Reserved
Copyrighting it is prohibited, unless with granted permission by both.

Everyone, the event you've been waiting for is finally here!

The finale for our very first event - Stagewerkz, will be held on 8th NOVEMBER 2008 at LT68e, 6pm.

Tickets are available for FREE at the STUDENT PLAZA on 4th NOVEMBER 2008, from 11am - 6pm.

Performances will also be held at the STUDENT PLAZA on 4th NOVEMBER 2008, 5pm.

So do come down and support your friends!

Hope to see you there (:

To support BA_COMM and help us publicise Stagewerkz, click on the image to visit the BA_COMM blog for the codes!

More photos

The long walk/climb up
Made it to the top of one part
Guardians of the great wall of china lols
Yeah guess hu stole my hat
Krump anyone?

reach for the sky
Happy B-day WK
Whoa WK sure is lucky
The great wall of china
long issn't it?

I want that harddisk
Yeah, taken in the University

The hats i bought
Ok dunno wat to say lols

5DS their director rox my sox lols
er ok rather not say hahas
The place
OMG what is chris doing?
Lenovo visit

photos

ok heres some photos, now school's network is super laggy so shall upload later

finally

Arh finally after a loooooooooonnnnnnnnng time of procrastinating I tot my blog was dead so din really care much about it till I was asked to update it several times (lols like 3 weeks ago) aniways to bring u up o date this is the first day of the new sem and I am currently typing so unreadable words coz I am not looking at my keyboard rather just the screen (ok I’m going off topic again) well aniways where do I begin. Ok I shall go backwards starting from today.

Today (lols wat a crappy heading)

Did nth much realised I lost my student card must be somewhere in Hong Kong. So did not tap ma card at the LT (as usual but the funny thing is I never tapped once for MR lecture but I still got an AD hmmmm) well aniways. My buyer behaviour lecturer is mr Robert yow my MR tutor lols. Well sat thru the lecture surfing the net on my new phone (HTC diamond touch) and playing psp after wei xuan returned it to me. Then we went to SIM to eat (yeah soya sauce chicken rice!!!)

After that me and Gary went to Oschool to register for popping classes popping 1, but went there to early so we went to play pool. I lost terribly, lols really forgot how to play pool. Anyway after tat we went back to resister paid the course fee (8 lessons 120 SGD lols) was supposed to buy a present for KG (suhar dun get angry) we ended up in the arcade instead. Then at 4 rushed back to sch for the boys chero. I think Farid was angry coz I was wearing jeans shorts. Oh yeah we had to do a move that involved using our butts lols, shall not say it here lols.

Then after class meet the BA-comm ppl at the atrium practicing for stagewerkz and chilled wif them for a bit and I ended up carrying all the equipment back to the room for storage. Then went home wif sam, xx, qing fu and peter (er I did not forget his name sam its just peter is easier to type bleah)

Yeah tat was today now to start on My Holidays
Well nth much went to Beijing and hong kong. Shall upload the pics when I haf time lols.

Beijing

Well we went there more for a company visit trip but I think I was sleeping most of the time during the visit and our coach as like our sec hotel, the polar bear gang stayed up late till bout 2-3 am every night so we ended up sleeping on the coach all the time lols. Oh and 1 more thing, the medic is useless(lols ok inside joke) yeah but then at night its a diff story. We went to places where we could bargain and I swear the gals are absolute pros, and I suck a bargaining hahas really but I feel embarrassed typing it here. Must ask the others lols to find out bout that. Oh and 2 things bout the sales gals there, they all look cute but they look very much identical, must be some sorta trick to confuse the tourists lols. Oh and secondly they like to touch ppl lols I got a stomach rub while I was there.

And during the last night we stayed up throughout the night, well most of us...
anyway the ppl in china say those who climb up the great wall are heroes
so we say those that climb up the great wall without sleep are heroes of the heroes
and those that climb up the great wall after drinking and not sleeping are the heroes of the heroes of the heroes lols (well u get the idea)
guess which category we fall into? Lols

oh and I forgot there was a guy in Lenovo that looked alot like hiro in the show heroes hahas shall upload the pic soon.

Hong Kong

Wow hong kong was cool except for the typhoon warning and the rain which ruined our fun. My mom, sis and me went there. My mom for classes, and my sis and I for the attractions. Anyway went to ocean park but it was a disappointment so little rides so many ppl. So we left early... ...
The next day we went to Disney land we where there early so there wasn’t really a need to queue up and the messed up thing was we went to this attraction called the haunted hotel. But then the ppl tat were infront of the grp got so scared that they went out of the wrong door and we found ourselves at the entrance WTFBBQsauce, then my sis did not want to go again (we did not need to queue) so I reluctantly left it as well. Oh then we went to another horror trail “the demon jungle” and I swear never stand in between a grp of gals, I swear I was mobbed the whole way and in the end I was squashed against a corpse as we were chased by a mummy lols. Well it was still fun. Then my mom joined us at night and we went to see some 3d orchestra which was damn cool and I had a great time there, was at ease espically during the magic carpet ride. The wind gently going against my face which u dive, swerve and go over the streets of the city where Aladdin lives in. Where the song “a whole new world is being gently played”. Arh if only life was that carefree.

The other 2 days were spent shopping mostly for my mom and sis, while I tagged along. Then its back to Singapore.

Ok now I’m feeling a bit weird as I’ve just drank a cup of vodka tat I tot was sprite lols. Might not wake up in time tmr arh lols.

So its bye for now. Pics later.

-peace out

back

Arh finally I'm back... ps I said I'll blog after I got my com back but I was seriously was too damn lazy. NRA Camp over got to know new friends from both my sleeping grp and dance grp and also realised many people lived in hougang..wooohoo heres some pics from camp

Now on to Danzation (Dunno if the spelling is correct lols), anyway sometimes I feel like I;m biting off more than I can chew like I got responsibilities but I end up doign smthign else which requires commitment also. Haix life is so messed up, hahas well gotta learn to micro manage my time properly.

Anyway a really big sorry to ziyu got not being able to attend your bday party coz my family members also has a bday party and well I’m sorta obliged to go psps.

Well today is also a special day for me coz I dunno why but somehow telling the whole truth for once is very very refreshing. Its like a gigantic mountain has been lifted off your chest and u feel like u can do anything. Oh yeah I bought a new shirt and cap today. Lols the shirt was wicked, has a few explicit designs on it lols it sorta describes my character. Ok shall not post it here coz it might revel my true nature lols.

Hey
“I’m as pure as you, but I’m as straight as a twisty”
~FBLJJ

And the hat was dope, although it kept on falling over my eyes lols. Well thats 1 hat u can’t wear to break.
And my body is aching like hell after 7 hrs of dancing lols and can't sit down for nuts.
Well I guess thats all for now gotta do work for my Beijing project. XP
~Peace out

a break

OK I'll not be blogging till the day my laptop comes back from servicing anyway I'd just like to inform the readers of my blog that all my posts are all based on my emotions on the point of blogging so if any1 is offended i apologise but the post still stands... that's the whole reason the blog is for issn't it?

yeah exams over

Finally exams are over…but my com still being fixed T.T so now extremely bored cannot play with illustrator and stuff… haix well the bright side is EXAMS ARE OVER woots…so many things to do so little time… well although it’s the hols I still got sch work to do like bacomm pub stuff, DDB presentation, Beijing project yada yada yada.

Well it should not runi my hols mood and for this hols I’ll focus on training for my NAFA arh gold…. Bloody chin ups must train…oh yeah and more importantly train even more to find my bboy roots again. I totally forgot how to do a decent footwork… not that I could do 1 in the first place, most probably its coz of NRA coz now when ever my crew has a cipher I end up doing other stuff instead of breaking… oh and I was asked once weather I’d give up dancing for love my answer will be HELL NO !!! WTF you can’t just march in my life and ask me to give up my one true passion.

Yeah well anyway I NRA camp is coming up and I need to go shopping for my camp stuff and lols I need to buy make-up WTF!! I’m totally lost as what type to buy I only know that foundation is a must where as the others…. Well I’ll just take it as it comes. Hahas back to the camp, damn I think this is gonna be one of the best camps I’ll ever go to. Dancing straight for 3 days lols and to top that off the Kovan Bboys will be battling demolition crew on the 30th of august which is the day my camp ends. Gotta go and watch lols.

Oh yeah I don’t know why but I’m feeling kinda anti-social today after the exams I just went home straight, when the others wanted to go to eat dinner and another group wanted to go orchard. Hiax maybe I just don’t like crowds.

Well that’s all for today and hope my training regime works for me …

~peace out

MEDSOC over woots

Woots finally medsoc is over. Hahahs and I think I messes up on the final qn. Arh!!!

Well next up is BMM on wed and I dunno where to start studying. Tomorrow going to sch to study again wif suhar and dayrl, who wants to come are welcome muhahas…

Anyway I want to comment on the Beijing Olympics mascots… I swear they are messed up and damn horny especially the black 1. Yesterday during the table tennis match between Singapore and china the BLOODY mascot as dancing and doing the HIP TRUST… HARDO-GAY Foooooooo

they look the same don't they?

So I guess that’s all for today lols wonder what will the other mascots do during the Olympics lolslolslols

COM DOWN WTF

Yup the title says it all, gd bye slacking wif my laptop on my bed, goodbye staying up late (haix). Well I hope that it comes back on mon. my laptop always screws with me just before something major happens, last time was my graph comm project arh very messed up.

Anyway exams has started and IB is done, I thin I’ll get low marks coz of my atrocious handwriting XP. Yesterday was at Bishan lib studying but ended up spending a lot of $$$ at the café there T.T. well today I would be studying at home and hope for the best… with my lappy gone and all hiax.

2 more exams to go JYJY Fabian!!!

2 more days

lols 2 more days till my exams but i'm still slacking arhhhhh!!!

well i came across this song which i find very meaning full, so i'd like to dedicate it to the special someone(ps, also a great bboying song). the song is


Madcon - Beggin


[Tshawe Baqwa]
Oooooh--
Put your loving hand out, baby
I'm beggin

Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling
Ridin high, when I was king
Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything
Walked away, won me then
But easy come and easy go And it would end

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
So why anytime I bleed, you let me go
Anytime I feed you get me know
Anytime I see you let me know but,I plan and see just let me go
I`m on my knees when i`m (begging)
Cause i don`t want to lose (you)
I got my arms on spread
And I hope that my heart gets fed, matter of fact girl im beggin..

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
I need you, (yeeah) to understand
Tried so hard
To be your man
The kind of man you want in the end
Only then can I begin to live again

[Tshawe Baqwa]
An empty shell I used to be Shadow of my life
Was hangin over me A broken man
That I don't know
Wont even stand the devils dance
To win my soul

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Why we chewing, why we chasing
Why the bottom, why the basement
Why we got good shit don't embrace it
Why the feel for the need to replace me
Your the wrong way track from the good
I want to paint in a picture telling where we could be at
Like a heart in the best way should
You can give it the away, you had it and you took the pay
But I keep walking on, keep opening doors
Keep hoping for that the door is yours
Keep also home, cause I don`t want to live in a broken home, girl I am begging

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out baby
Beggin, beggin
you Put your loving hand out darling

[Yosef Wolde-Mariam]
Im fighting hard
To hold my own
Just can't make it
All alone

Im holdin on
I cant fall back
I'm just a calm
Bout to fade to black

And i cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call you cant come home
You call and i cant come home
You call [Echoes out]

[Tshawe Baqwa]
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your love in hand out darling

3 more days

Arh WTF 3 more days till my exams and I haven't started revising...but still i don't know why but I'm not very worried about it... haix why can't I be more motivated... but strangely this exam might most probably not be as taxing as the last sem's one due to all the class presentations we've had almost every week.

nth much happened today, went to sch in the morning then later went to amk to study with ma frenz, not very productive either kept on crapping around.

oh yeah and i got a new air con and damn issit cold. at just 16 degrees after 30 mins my windows were freaking fogged up. And trust me coming from a guy who can wear a sleeveless shirt and walk around when the temperature is about 14 degrees in the morning in HK when I say it’s cold, its cold.

Well tats pretty much my day today and I swear the enter key on my keyboard is gonna be spoilt soon. Gotta get a more durable laptop soon.

National day

Hmms national day has once again gone and past... but truthfully i do not feel anything at all. maybe the truth is i dislike Singapore's way of thinking. sure improving is indeed a way of keeping ahead. but then sometimes they rush past certain stages in life and move on straight to the advanced stage. i do admit that i can't live without certain things i have now... but it somehow sends the message across to me that Singapore is having the events just because they have to. if they had the chance there would not be any holidays.

The cycle I'm seeing now is too repetitive, for me i do admit I'm like the "take it easy" kind of guy. my classmates will know that as i will not really chiong till the last min and even I can slack a bit during that time.

sometimes I feel like just dropping everything and just lay back with either a friend or loved one with our backs to a tree or just on the ground and just spend the whole day watching the clouds float by, now wouldn't that be nice?

I've also been thinking about my future, i absolutely hate routines like working in some places and doing the same damn thing every day. so I've come out with 2 alternatives migrate to another country or get a job that posts me there. or become a teacher and make the lessons interesting.

Hmms and there are many other things running through my mind right now but i shall elaborate should i have the chance on a later date.

So its bye for now chiaos

Ultra boredom

SIANZ!! thats the only word that comes to my mind when I'm trying to describe the shitty weekend I've had.

OK its not so bad... I'm just pissed off that i don't have any time for myself during the weekend. heres a brief recap of my weekend:

FRIDAY
Reached home at 4pm? and fell aslp due to exhaustion till the next day

SATURDAY
Woke up at 12pm, ate lunch (forgot what it was) then rushed off to church to set up for the fun fair till 5pm. after that pw all the way till 5.30am the next day T.T

SUNDAY
Woke up late at 10.50am and rushed off to church. ok the fun fair was not that bad, but the bad part was i helped out too much that i forgot to buy food for myself and by the time i wanted to get some food it was all gone. well... managed to get a pizza which cost me 15 bucks.

Left the funfair at 2.30pm 15 mins before father Mike was dunked in the dunking machine. reached home collapsed on the bed and slept till 10pm woke up for dinner then rushed my BMM ppt till 3.30am. then got scolded by my mom for staying up so long and now from today onwards my Internet will be on till 10.30pm only T.T t('.'t)... damit

MONDAY
Well here i am sitting in our space the time is 8 pm, been doing pw here since 12pm. thats 8 freaking hours!!! well we got work done IB, IB presentation, BMM slides, BMM speech yada yada.

And that's my whole 4 days packed in 1 post. hope tomorrow both presentations will work out. ARHHH!!!

Interview over woots

yes its over... the media and society interview with our very gracious interviewee Mr Razali, the chief sub-editor for media corp newspaper TODAY.

well i kinda messed up during the interview as my camera as unable to record the first clip and so we had to redo the interview but he was cool bout it and we finished it again in about 10 mins. he even offered to send us a song he composed for TODAY!!! How cool is that?

well after the interview chris and i went back to sch where i waited for 3 hrs while they had thier debate meeting (i finished my lat week muhahahs) and so i slp in the corner waiting for smthing to happen (which obviously nthing happened) but when i woke up the whole "ourspace" area was filled wif gals and ours was then only all guys table, lols paradise.

then after that had a meeting for BMM which lasted only 30 mins WTF!! lols and then went home. so now I'm basically at home mugging through my projects... sainz ULTRA BOREDOOM!!!

WOOOOO... the weekends are here

Yes!! Finally!!! The long awaited weekend is here. Goodbye staying up late till 4.30-5.30 to do projects. Goodbye media and society debate, goodbye IB presentation on star bucks and hello graphic-comm,another IB presentation, Media and society interview, MR fieldwork yada yada...lols after typing stuff like these i suddenly dun feel like going back to school next week.

Alright basically what happened today is the fact that, i had my debate and confirmed my interview time lols which happens to be at a freaking 12 AM on Friday!!! WTFBBQ!!

Well looks like I'll either be staying over at some park bench or take a cab home. (lols i prefer the former) but hey what the heck the guy was kinda cool to grant us an interview so might as well get it over and done with and also with the pro editing skills on chris laptop i dun see how we can go wrong (unless we get down with a serious case of lung cancer or smthing lols *touch wood*).

well back to the debate today, i guess i got carried away when i spoke coz half way through my piece my feel started moving on its own accord lols... sorta like dancing, i guess that's what you call the something Xtra lols and i got so excited that in order to prove my point in the end i banded the table very loudly lols.

Well after the debate ran around school to submit my media update and then had a meeting wif HY and PS (sry lazy to spell out your names... its the same for everybody so dun worry.) After that when to amk met sam on the bus and got the fantasia vid (day 1) from her woots watched it all the way to amk hub where i then went to play 3 games of NX.

ok just a little bit of info of nx instead of the conventional 4 step DDR which totally sucks eggs in my opinion.

Yes i noe it sux too

as compared to NX which is a 5 step dance machine with freestyle which enables you to use 2 pads (10 keys in total). NX is more towards real dancing as who the hell places their leg rite in front of them when they are dancing, they will lose their balance easily.

Isn't this the coolest thing?

OK back to my rant, after dancing i headed back home, the moment i reach home i flopped on the bed and pretty much slept all the way till now ^^

Hahas and that's my day cheers.

er... ok

alright...before i go off and rant on and on bout how was my day I'd just like to say i feel kinda lonely some times, but still what done is done and well... its done lols (i cannot think of another other word to say).

well... OK then back to today's news...in local news today's BMM tutorial was cancelled due to a single phone call from a fellow classmate. which left me with bout 6 hrs of free time which i did not use to study for the exam i was going to have tomorrow. so the time now is 11.30 pm and I've just taken notes which I've just photocopied today out and am now starting to revise.

will con't to update tmr AFTER my paper hahas and.. er....er... crap nvm I'm really typing word for word whats on my mind rite now.

A fresh new start

OK *takes a deep breath* finally an "issue" has been settled and I've realised I've neglected my friends because of this issue, especially the BA-Comm peeps hahas (rawr i missed the sentosa outing!!!). So I'll start things of by saying sorry guys that I've neglected u all hahas(especially those taking 74 wif me home also)

Anyway, with all my doubts cleared onwards march...hahas

today hmmms got back my stupid Graph comm project lols i dunno which grade i got it looks like a D or an F but cher said i passed, lols so I'm not really complaining.

hmms this week will be a very busy wk for me... NRA training, medsoc debate, medsoc media update, ib presentation, graphcomm graded consultation, field work yada yada the list goes on.

so now I'm basically typing what my mind is telling me as its surprisingly free. so basically i;m doing my IB ppt (still) and then maybe gonna do some other project later, feel free to chat wif e on msn lols.

Aniway this should have been on the top but i think my blog will not be dead no more XP

Yeah sat

Finally the best day, SATURDAY is there, well aside from the crappy MR lectures i've been having the past 2 weeks its still cool coz i get to sleep late knowing that i do not have to wake up early tomorrow...muhahas

speaking of lectures, today my assholic lecturer decided to pop another "surprise" quiz on us again... WTFBBQ!!! aniway we persuaded him to cancel the quiz coz the others where not there (ok this is the part where u get on ur knees and thanks me lols) so we had the same old boring lecture instead... after that had meeting for inagu...well i did not help much coz when i came the meeting ended...

well then after that we haf lunch in canteen 1 and then went to amk for bean curd wooo strawberry flavour rox...oh yeah and we aslo discussed xing xian's scandal wif *cough* hahas we there are three in total and boy was he flustered. After that played NX (died terribly on the third game [not round]) at least now i know how much my stamina is lols. Oh yeah i bought my wireless mouse too... yeah now i can scroll down!!!

then later the stuff i did cannot be revealed on this blog for safety purposes so I'll be saying good night rite here hahas

Finally...

Whoa finally RD is over... we got a grand total of 127 sign-ups *claps* pretty gd considering we were only allowed to recruit BA students... anyways just found out from my friend that the NRA auditions might be on next thurs and fri... woot hope to do well in the chero and free style section and my bloody leg had better be ok by then...

Yup and after the RD ( i left at 6) went to Ngee Ann City for mobbers danced all-for-one again. Having forgotten the moves i was dancing like an idiot, always 1 step behind.

so thats bout it, the other stuff i did seemed pretty much ordinary like falling aslp in all my 3 lectures today.

so thats all for today and tmrs labour-day which means i gotta do physical labour at home... sianz

so cyas and have fun.

Ba-comm RD

All right today is the first day of our 3 day Ba-Comm recruitment drive. So any BA students of NP do come down and join us. We got performances at 1.15pm and 5.15 pm for the next to days.

Well... what to say bout todays recruitment drive... hmmm. for starters i had to be in sch at 7.50 but reached there at 8 instead (sorry QF). Then helped set up the booth in canteen one (took us quite a while). The booth kinda looks bland... hmms maybe we nid something to spice it up muhahahas... will post the pic of it up when i got the pic and the time.

Any way after the booth at canteen one, the 4 of us headed dwn to the student plaza at bout 9 and boy was it hot. ok hot is just an understatement, its like the freaking Sahara desert out there. I swear u can even see the heat waves coming out of the ground (which i so dumbly sat on when my legs were too tired.) probably thats how baboons got their red bums

Lols ok i'm seriously crapping

Anyways had graphic comm after that... the teacher was speeding through the lesson... .... as usual and my mind was unable to absorb anything. It was bout illustrator, photo shop blah blah blah.

Then back to the student plaza for a quick host as Ben had to leave and then went back to marketing research tut (another boring class)

After class, RD again!!! lols pretty much my whole day was taken up and i did not even get in a decent meal T.T

Well guess thats all for today, just too tired to type anything.

cyas tmr

Chiao

Tmrs mon T.T

Arh bloody hell. Just when i completed my ITP final report tmrs Monday and i've to go to sch to have more information drilled into my head...ok ok its not tat bad. its just feels

like my weekend has just flown away while i'm lying on my bed(yeah i noe, who doesn't)

Well but this week will be kinda hectic for me as from mon- wed will be the recruitment drive for my CCA BA-COmm woots, got ma shirt, ma jeans and of course ma cap lols speaking of caps i seem to be almost wearing my cap all the time. heres me wearing a cap in the most inappropriate time

LOLS well i'll just it "when NEW meets OLD"

Aniway back to the recruitment drive my slots will be taken up on the following days all the way till 7 and on wed there will be a mobbing ngee ann city courtesy of NP red camp. damn i wanna be there.

Anyway hmms let me think what could have possibly happen the last days to make it move so fast...

Oh i rmb, the bloody mustache guy's lecture. It wasted my whole Saturday morning and afternoon. Then i started on my ITP report, played a bit of dota, manga, project,more manga, watched a movie or 2 online. Then on Sunday slept all the way till 3 pm. hahas thats why i love Saturdays.

Things I've not done yet-

MR hmwk

and most probably the rest also lols. BUT ILLUSTRATOR ROX my sox hahas.

Anyway tats the end of my rantings hope to have the time (and strength) to do so in the future

ok back

ok back to blogging coz i feel like theres no1 esle to turn to... life sux... work sux... and worst of all i'm feeling bloody emo...wat the hell is wrong wif me?!!

well aniway schools starting in 1 wk time and i got 7 days of attachment left + 1 off in lieu still not used... hmms i wonder what i should do with it...i could take on mon, but i got a feeling it will not turn out right... nthing ever turns out right... ... awww *uck there i go being all emo agian.

back to the topic on school i got freaking tutorial on the first week of school, all from the school of FMS, so messed up...miss my mates in sch, my crew, my church frenz, work is killing my bloody social life. i still dun get why the school has to put us in such a crappy job. low pay but high risks...yes high risks, if i even make a simple mistake i might have to fork out 1k+++ to pay for the airfare. still dunno what i'm doing?... well heres a hint its... Underpaid, Overworked and full of fucking Bullshit planners.

well.... sorry this post had to be so freaking colorful but i had to let it out...

crap why is my previous post so bloody emo?

i like the poem though hahas

I don't care no more

For the past few yrs i've listen but when now i finaly want to say smthing you turn away...thanks

i don't know why but now i dun feel like taking the first person seat in this game of life no more.

A very nice poem thought i thing i forgot smthing:

Life

Life is a gamble

love is a game

guys do the F***ing

girls get the blame

One night of pleasure

Nine months of pain

One night in hospital

And junior needs a name!

When worlds collide.

Which do i choose to talk about?

Should I speak the truth and be damned?

Or lie and and damn others?

PMKT project presentation

Today was a trilling day for me wooo... sorry ,can't help being excited because we got an A for our project presentation. Hahas what made my day was (i know i'm being snobbish and all lols but its a free blog and all XP) but after all our presentations the teacher came out to give our marks or grades rather.

Surprise, surprise we got an A. With absolutely No preparation, No rehearsal and a short skit thought just one day before with no rehearsal again. We took 19 mins out of the 20 mins and there was a flow in the talking, no rush at all.

Then Mrs Wong gave comments saying the correct way to get an A is through hard work and rehearsals throughout the debrief we were rofl all the way.

But maybe after being in a small stuffy class room for too long my head is starting to hurt bad. When i reached home collapsed on the bed and fell asleep dreaming of EC and woke up at 11pm. still feeling groggy... T.T

CNY shopping

It's Sunday and for those who know me besides having a 10.30 curfew (sux rite?) Sunday is also family day. went shopping for my new yr clothes today.Saw clement with his family, bought two CK shirts and a pair of jeans origin unknown.Anyway I still don't understand the need for new clothes during the new year,its not like something life changing happened to me... well its my view only and my history of CNY is really bad XP.

Oh yeah and a Happy one month anniversary to my dearest ziqian, although we did not get to meet today to celebrate (coz of my family day T.T) hahas. Maybe tomorrow you need to see the Chinese medicine guy if your feet still hurt. Oh that reminds me lols dear, charmaine and wanhui all were pai ka (dunno really know the english translation for this, crippled i think) during the red camp special. And i had a fun game of tag with them hahas.

I'm back

Whoa after one month of procrastinating I've finally decided to start posting today alrite so dun blame me if this post is like a substandard read, after all I've just finished the Red Camp special program followed by the flash mob... and of course... I'm rusty after not posting for so long.

woke up at 6.15 called DAR then went back to sleep XP hahas well but i woke up later at 6.50 then rushed of the pick up Ziqian and went to Np together. The weather seemed like it was gonna rain and the bus was very cold, even while wearing a jacket i was freezing, and trust me I'm immune to the cold and i rarely i mean rarely(wee except maybe for last sem) wear a jacket. So in short the bus was FREAKING cold.

arrived in NP at 8.30 (wow i dun even arrive so early for tutorials)had breakfast at c1 (beehoon only T.T) and then went for the SL briefing.

RED CAMP SPECIAL PROGRAM...
well, I'm proud to say today vikings if I'm not wrong was the sec largest group there. Well about the special program, its pretty much a more specialised version of the open house for red campers where upon registering for it they choose the school they want to go to and off they go. I went to the school of BS (go figure...) walked around the 5 schools... well i did nothing much except collect sweets and chocolates oh yeah and donuts....

After that buffet lunch at lt 68 and had a skit put up by our tribe mascots. I've gotta hand it to them their act really made my day they basically took something as boring as the library and created a skit that really rocked the house (in this case the LT) and i realised Blueberry Cheese cake was GAY OMG!!!

After the skit we went to play mass games at the library and sports complex. Took bout 40 mins. most of the time was like walking aimlessly. Then back to the LT...

We had another skit put up but the tribal mascots, this time bout our cca. Lols they soooo took the cheer leading routine for the show bring it on the gay routine where the conman taught the squad... spirit fingers...lols

Then after all that it was the mass dance at the atrium, had to wait for the band to finish playing first, west band boulevard i think. Was great after the mass dance whent back to the LT where we were treated to vidoe created my the heads of red camp, showing our journey together for the past 2 months. I'd really like to thank red camp coz without them i'd not be able to meet my dearest ^^.

Well after that we flashed mobbed in all the schools eg. ICT, BS,FMS, student plaze and many more.

well might post the pics i took wif my phone soon but for now i'm still too lazy.

So this marks the end of my post. i hope to have better ones in the near future lols.

nothing yet

arh still to lazy and i have not read fin cyandie and happyness yet (still at comics from 2006) so i'll jsut post the more humorous ones. =D


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more pics

ok seeing as how i've not been blogging these past few days i'd like to post some pics i thought was funny for a website till i get over my lazyness and actually type something that is of worth.


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

funny pic hahas

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