Sunday, November 9, 2008

Bleah

Hiax... it seems like I only blog when I’m depress, thats when i start talking to myself.
I dunno why, but i feel like recently i dun really give a fuck about whats going on around me and stuff. i mean like why the fk should i bother bout other ppls business anymore? Its kinda f-ed up and stuff coz of certain matters (helping works: b-day cake, hols) for those who understand... yeah well gd for u.

one thing i realise is that i tend to try to please others (with gd intentions) in a way but then somehow i feel like i get stuck with the shittiest job. So now all i'm sorta looking forward to is the end of this freaking sem. there are a few things i'd be glad to see the back of and seriously this is one of it. (ok i'm like rattling of somewhere, for those who do not understand bear with me thnks)

ok the depression section is over, on a lighter note Danzation is coming up and WTF freshies guys have training every weekday form 5-7pm till god noes when.
oh and a very nice poem i found while reading a book in the library

I didn't get a standing ovation today.
But i learned afterwards a woman in the front row with cancer
nodded in agreement as I spoke of overcoming a circumstance.

I didn't get a standing ovation a week ago.
But a small group stayed late after the program.
They bought the beer and we shared great stories.

I didn't get a standing ovation a month ago.
But a manager from that program sent me a note.
He said my presentation encouraged him to keep trying.

I did get a standing ovation recently.
I gave a pretty good speech, but after the applause
i don't remember much else that was remarkable that day.

I didn't get a standing ovation today.
Instead, i somehow connected with the human spirit.


Its a bloodly good poem. Try to understand it, it does not apply to just speakers but everyone.
Damn i'll getting soft...

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